just starting

This is my first blog.  Well, my first blog yet again and again and again.  I have attempted blogs/online journals many times through out the years.  I never kept them up etc. etc.  My dear friend Jenn did journaling her entire life and was always the inspiration when the thought crossed my mind.  I always wanted to be like Jenn. This is actually only the second time I spell her name Jenn instead of Jen.  I think she liked the two N's, I was more traditional. I think I made allot of mistakes? Where am I going with this? I don't know?  I am ranting, saying what comes to mind, right now.  You may see the name Jenn allot in my blogs.  She is the inspiration. Wish I had made this effort a many years ago.  When maybe it could have given us more time to be closer.  Good thing there is a spell check on this thing!  Jenn would have been cursing!